if ignorance is an epidemic then stupidity must be a pandemic

Alright, today my nagging wife of a teacher asked what hope meant to me… well I guess I had to think about this for a second or two and other things came to me. First I thought well, if you were under the Muslim faith your hope is to kill millions of Americans to gain 72 virgins per American you kill. For Jews it’s to find that bank and make that money. For gays well I asume it’s to make the mecca to West Hollywood the truely gayest place on earth. But, for me not so much.

For me? Well I can’t say, I suppose it’s that next breath, that next thought, that next idea that will surely appear anytime now. Jesus that’s it I really guess thats my hope, I mean you can ask anyone and im not one to live a super religous life but I feel as if that is what I should or could say. Life is a hope to see new life or watch life fade, to see that things move on and progress even in bad times this I guess makes me hope.

“ignorance is bliss, be your self it’s all you’ve got.”

Alright, so if you’ve ever been through New York at night you’ll uncerstand where I’m comming from. New York at night is great, it’s like a fat ugly chick, in the day time well my god, but when you turn off the lights all is good. New York, is a shit hole. New York I really don’t know much about. It’s very intresting I mean people flock there yearly because it’s so great or the shopping is amazing or a big glowing ball in a big city throughly doused in lights. California is so much better. But it’s your opinion.

“ignorance is bliss, be you it’s all you’ve got.”

Well 5 people who are amazing:

MOM, MR.DAVIS, DOC CROUCH, MR.LILLY, STEVE

mom: well she birthed me and is just great. She’ll always be there ALWAYS even if i start to smoke crack and live with her until im 30…

mr.davis: supported me sooo much, went to bat for me, showed me the world. Still would go out of his way to help me in a time of strugle.

doc crouch: A current teacher of mine and mentor. Christian liek me keeps me strong in faith and prays with me. He’s a really great guy and an amazing teacher.

mr.lilly: really inspired me to write even though with his class I have no time to rite.

steve: my youth pastor, really I can tell him anything, he’s always positive even though I/we our group can make him mad. He’s slow to anger and just a really great guy he baptized me and

     Alright here’s something that’s bound to piss people off. Rachel’s Challenge. That’s BULLSHIT, it’s complete and total crap. Listen first off she wouldn’t have gotten all this publicity or even gotten famous if she wasn’t killed by a bunch of emotionally fucked teens (emos) that everyone hated. Second im sick of people who couldn’t give a shit about the killers if someone had talked to them or even given a shit about them maybe they wouldn’t have done what they did. Third why dosen’t anyone care about vioence on school campusses before this, I mean apperently someone needs to kill 13 people for anyone notices that our school simple aren’t safe… or that some one has a shotgun.  Which brings me to my final point how the hell do you only kill 13 people with a shotgun and fully automatic wepon ?  I mean sure I care it’s sad but they’re not the only ones who’ve ever lost someone. I just want people to realize things before they get out of hand.

“ignorance is bliss, be you it’s all you’ve got.”

YES amazment the concert last nite was amazing. I think Mr.Lilley should’ve gone it was amazing. Really my neck hurts alot but it was defintantly worth it. I also got a TON of signatures, but best of all I got to Pray with DISICPLE. I’ll tell you what, just like their music their hands are annoited. I mean most of you who will read this probley will have no idea what I’m talking about but, it’s the feeling of warms just beaming through you it was just amazing.

Alright, I have a moral construct that most fail to understand. This moral construct of mine, is a pure result of my grandmother, PhD. Patricia E. Mazzarella. This woman in all cases is Satan. Why you might ask? well, she loves her self and thinks because of her PhD from Georgetown, she has a right to fuck with peoples heads. Well, in all actuality I really do enjoy spending time with her. The thing is I hate her because, she could litterally get anyone wrapped around her finger in a madder of a conversation. She’s relentless. But, i really do love her. My family knows her so well now that, we can resist. It’s like the dark side of the force, so difficult to resist. But being an amazing ninja as I am and being such a bad ass jedi i can resist the darkside as best I can.

Anyway, this also consists of my personal moral construct. It works like so; The constitution was not written when I was there, neithor was I there when the laws were put into place. I do not have to follow these, I wasn’t there when they made them, they did not consult me. On top of which, I didn’t choose to live in this land (not saying it’s a bad thing) but, I was not allowed to flee before birth. Now that took care of the law so, now I tell you my morals right?… not so much, it’s far to complicated for a greater majority, and well frankly I believe in majority. But, I’ll break it down in simplist terms, I have a set of morals that may play out side of the law, but inside those large morals I can do anything, provided they don’t exit the morals. 

Alright that was a small taste of what goes through my head on a daily basis. See the problem is my grandmother did something similar to this but it was more american, it was more “I’m always right, because I say so.” you can’t win so eventually you deveople a set of morals that completely mind SCREW that and say what you want when you want. granit like I said earlier she is a genius. But, to live in the smae world I do you begin to not care, so this is when you make a moral construct.

See it all trickles down to my grandmother. why i have problems, my grandmother, why I typically believ what i believe because something my grand mother did, why I loath alot of things and stupid people, my grandmother. So for all the people who hate me out there really you  hate what my grandmother turned me into not me as a person.

 ”ignorance is bliss, be your self it’s all you’ve got.”

today was pretty amazing it was early out on top of the factor that we had a drug bust… The funny thing was they weren’t even slightly discrete. I mean everyone knew what was going on… sooo essencially everyone had time or nearby everybody had time to “disspose” of thier drugs. I mean the announcement went on and was like put all bag, backpacks , jackets, out side and close the door… and then they came on again 5 minutes later and was like again make sure all bags, backpacks, and jackets are outside and the doors are closed. sooo in those 5 minutes you had you could’ve hid all those drugs or dissposed of them or been sneeky and thrown them away sooo all in all i mean they got a few people but its just really stupid. apperently it takes a madder of like 12 cop cruisers and 3 k-9 units to serch a building… o well it shortend my periods even shorter soo i guess i shouldnt complain…

wow i miss night school… tonite im kind of nervous it’s the first time ive formally started my youth group at this church i hope it goes well.

anyway, not much more to say.

“ignorance is bliss, be you it’s all you’ve got.”

alright soo like alot of educated people or people who like listening to british people like me or have an uncle that is pure scottish and lived ther most of his life and has a heavy accent and makes you watch it so you can understand him…  anyway i watch bbca (british broadcasting america) and i saw a add for like some sleep medicine and after they scrolled through all the warnings you know the voice that you think said aids or herpes may cause them or  what ever else  then at the end of the list it says “anal vomitting” … wow enough said. i also thought this was totally AMAZING. this is why i love british/english/scottish/some irish people

“ignorance is bliss, be you self it’s all you’ve got.”

i’ve decided to tell everyone when i see a good or stupid or funny disclaimer to share it with all of the people who wasted there time reading about stupid disclaimers…

alright soo the other day im in home depot(not a normal activity) but i was there with my step father he had to get some tools for work and well i, don’t have a life so i went. when we were there like all male teenagers who don’t normally get to play with power tools i made my way over to the “POWER TOOLS” and i was swinging around a chainsaw(it wasn’t on) and looked over and saw a disclaimer that said some thing like this ” any and all damages to equipment will be compensated for, and personal injury will not.” like i said i’m not sure thats what it said but im pretty sure… then i decided to read the side of the chainsaw i was previously swinging about, and it said ” do not atempt to stop blade with hands, do not rest any part of the body on running blade, do not try to slow the blade with genetailia.”  — QUOTE …

let me break something down to all of you people who don’t know this; ALL and i mean ALL WARNINGS AND DISCLAIMERS are a pure product of stupididy. the reason why someone puts a disclaimer on something is because some really special person drunk or sober or on drugs has done exactly what the disclaimer tells you not to do…

sooo thinking about this i was like what VERY SPECIAL person tryed to slow a chainsaw with thier chrotch??? i mean by god have some decency… but it did make me laugh i mean a guy in the store was liek sir are you alright of course i was and thats what i said but i mean come on i told him to read it he already knew i had a feeling about that. i mean it’s west virginia, no offense to those of us who are stranded to this place. keep doing what your doing disclaimers entertain me.=)

“ignorance is bliss, be you it’s all you’ve got.”

today well all in all was a pretty good day. very smooth. it seemingly went well i mean i didnt get in any sort of trouble(not typically)and all my classes just slid right by. now i do have an issue though it’s my english grade. haha i mean i enjoy night school but i really need to get it up i mean its a high D but i know im capable of so much more. but as i said today was smooth i feel like well i deserve the rest ill get tonite. well thank you for listening to me talk about my day.

“ignorance is bliss, be you it’s all you’ve got.”