Today I leave…
Today I leave. Today I leave for the abyss. The abyss of WEST VIRGINIA. You want to know who’d be mad at reading this post after all of this? Mr.Lilly I don’t have your number so I have no way to contact you. But, if you happen to come across this post before Sunday at 7 in the morning give me a jingle (304-982-9509)-the Jew. Now to anyone else who reads this it would be greatly appreciated if you did not take the number and did not call me a leave creepy voice mails… Now you can text away I’ll text back… But, for the phone calls lets keep it to a minimum and after 7 or on weekends my mother would kill me for high cell phone bill. Any how, yes I am leaving for the airport here in a short while… I have a connecting flight in Atlanta… DEAR GOD… I hate that state let alone that airport it’s almost as bad as the Las Vegas airport, that but all BLACK. Any way I got a haircut it’s a Mohawk… And I have it nicely spiked… It’s better looking then I’d ever thought it would be. But, I’m also sad the same girl I wrote about in the previous post…Well she seemingly wants me back I told her I was leaving and she called me crying. Maybe, she’s on the rag but I’d like to think other wise. So, after a long disscusion I think she cares for me more then I had formally known. Maybe cause the first thing… Maybe not I really don’t know but, I’d like to figure it out. I mean I really care for her. I fear using the word love because I’m not really there yet and I’m not going to mistake that. But, I definitely do care for her so much it’s just I’m not sure how to tell her. She’s my best friend. And I love her. Well I find my self in a rut again. I really appreciate this girl, I like spending time with her, I like making her laugh and giggle it makes me laugh makes me smile. I hate doing things out of anger, out of being upset at a situation rather then thinking about. I did that with her… Just didn’t think about what I was doing. I messed up and I’m not sure if I could fix it, and I can usually fix everything. I just want to wake up next to her every morning… And make sure she’s well asleep every night. And, I can’t do that how everything is now. Well maybe we’ll come to terms I’d more then anything like that.
Well, I should be getting to the going, I should bid you Au due. Bon nuit. Bon voyage. Bon chance. AVOIR. and with that I leave you a quote from the 5th century B.C.
Hindu Prince Gautama Siddharta- “All that we are is the result of what we have thought. The mind is everything. What we think we become.”
The JEW.
